You can stop being paranoid. Because I am not looking for another relationship. I have no right to after all. Anyone I have my eyes on is out of my league. Everyone and anyone. I'm just not good, like I don't deserve anything for now okay? So stop questioning me about absurb relationships. It's not happening.

And I'm telling you here that you can move on. You may move on. You don't have to feel sorry for me (do you?). You can go on and open your heart and love. Anyone is probably a better lover than me. Maybe they won't lie as much as me, maybe you'll like their voice more, maybe they don't remind you of your school slut, maybe you don't have to be so turned off by them. So I'm not holding you back. Not anymore.

I know you have someone special right now, why don't you chase that someone special instead of clinging onto meaningless heartache? I'll all be better when We fade.